I am a man and have a VERY similar story. I wrote about it (check my profile… the story will stand out) and got mauled in the comments.
Those of us who have actually been in your shoes understands. I know what it felt like to not feel, then to suddenly feel everything. It’s like taking a breath of sweet air after staying underwater a touch too long.
Whatever happened after the Jack story ended, I hope you are happy and are living your best life. All of us deserve to be happy.